Y Sunday, September 16, 2007Y
5:21 PM
i haven't updated my blog since i-dont-know when. im now in college. enjoying it and yet, it's killing me. i have lots of things to do and to think of. papers, midterms, friends, parties and fucked up boy. i feel so alone these days. i dont know why. i need someone but i dont know who's that someone. sometimes, i feel like, nobody cares about me. nobody bothers enough to ask how am i doing except for one person. that person can make me smile. but yeah, he can be sometimes or most of the times bitchy to me. i dont know what happened between s. i dont have any idea. one day, we are so happy then the next day, its just so shitty. no reasons at all. i always find myself crying. crying myself to sleep. i love him. yes i do, but i dont know what's happening to us. ITS ALL FUCKED UP BECAUSE OF ME. 