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Y Sunday, September 16, 2007Y
5:21 PM
i haven't updated my blog since i-dont-know when. im now in college. enjoying it and yet, it's killing me. i have lots of things to do and to think of. papers, midterms, friends, parties and fucked up boy. i feel so alone these days. i dont know why. i need someone but i dont know who's that someone. sometimes, i feel like, nobody cares about me. nobody bothers enough to ask how am i doing except for one person. that person can make me smile. but yeah, he can be sometimes or most of the times bitchy to me. i dont know what happened between s. i dont have any idea. one day, we are so happy then the next day, its just so shitty. no reasons at all. i always find myself crying. crying myself to sleep. i love him. yes i do, but i dont know what's happening to us. ITS ALL FUCKED UP BECAUSE OF ME.

Y Wednesday, February 21, 2007Y
6:37 PM
Halo.ΓΌ its been 4 months since i last updated my blog :)
New year New layout. weh? Haha. Anyway, nothing really
happend intersting in that 4 months of not updating. Haha.
Still, life sucks, u know. Haha. But i love my life. Labo?
Yeah, life's stable right now. :) Happy and not really contented
With everything that i have. Maybe SOON.

Anyway, Im busy. Like HELL busy doing stuffs. Finishing Requirements
For me to Graduate and leave my oh-so-beloved school.
HAHA. But im gonna miss that school though. That school
Really means alot to me. All the pasaway moments with my
Friends happened in that freakin' school. I'll miss going to school
Late! HAHA. I wish i won't be like that anymore when i reach
College. :)

This School year has so many things to remember, cherish
For the rest of our lives :) We didn't expect that things will
Happen to us. All those aways and times that we laughed as if
There's no tomorow :)


Thanks to all Seniors that made my Last year in high school SOOO Memorable :)

And of course, to my LOVING BARKADA, "B'WISE"


Y Thursday, October 12, 2006Y
7:36 PM
this is so shitty. i wanna cry :( i really miss brasil. for real. i just reviewd our power point presentation on what we did in brasil and i just noticed that i was listening to a portugese song sang by a popular singer in brasil.how i really wish i could go back there SOON. i miss the bonding with my partner :( i miss the food, songs, my family, friends, my room, every part of the house, my evil sister, my handsome brother, people speaking in portugese that of cousre we dont understand, the PARTY EVERY WEEK! i just miss eveything we had there. :( even the tequila that we drnk. everything is just so memorable for me. and i MISS I BIG TIME!!
*sniff.

Y Saturday, October 07, 2006Y
10:57 AM
well, im much comfortable today than yesterday. :)


im happy again :) i swear. haha. yesterday was not really a good day for everyone :)

haha. malas birthday mo pare! AYOS! :))

Y Friday, October 06, 2006Y
9:21 PM
i thought everything was all right. i was wrong :(

fuck this fucking day. :'(


and oh, i wanna die.


i wanna kill her.


but i cant.


why?


mbait ako eh.


i dont have an attitude like hers.


and i dont cheat on people i love.


friends?


yeah i have them.


i think.


well out of 11,


maybe 5 or 6.


why?


ask them.

Y Thursday, October 05, 2006Y
8:38 PM
im currently happy with my life :) i almost have everything ive been wanting and dreaming of :) family and friends :) im contented with what i have right now. i dont even regret the mistakes that ive done :) thanks to HIM! :) for making me like this and making me strong everytime im facing trials. :)
Loving LIFE! :)
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Y Monday, October 02, 2006Y
7:16 PM
HAHA. BULL KA NA, SHIT PA.